Jingle Bell Jingle Bell~~

Finally its Christmas!!! Merry Chirstmas to all of you! May all dreams come true!

Well, this festival is one of my, errr, childhood favourite holiday. Why? Because Santa Claus is finally here! Yes, i do believe in him, just i don't have a chime, santa's socks and most importantly, Sabah doesn't snow!!! So, until now i haven't met him yet, oh well~

Back in lego time, when its Christmas, i will use lego to build a reindeer's "truck"???? the one santa use??? not really know what's the name and i will imagine that Santa use this to come to my bed and drop a big big present, yes, i always dreamt bout it whenever Xmas is around the corner. until now, ~~

Or i will keep on looking at the snowflakes glassball, the one got so many "fake" snows inside, somehow i myself will get "dragged" into that world, and dreaming about the snows, and snowman, and snowball, and snowball fight! ^^v

Or i will be hoping that somehow turkey is served in the night, instead of chicken, or duckies, or porks, T.T why? well in my mind, showhow, turkey = christmas! Yea~~~ haha, its true what. But until now i still haven't eaten, not even one bite of, turkey. Duh~~ still a dream~

or i will keep my ears up, trying to sense any christmas carols around the area, and then let my mind and heart flow to the churches, and the songs~~ how peaceful can it goes, imagine the candles, the lights, the sweet and warm voices, and santa comes to reality!!! candies time~~

Or, just sing a chirstmas song~~ Rudolph a rednose reindeer, dala dala dalala~~ Jingle bell jingle bell, jingle all the ways~~ i like it very much, not to mention when you walk into the shopping malls and you look at all those Xmas deco and listen to the Xmas background music? Now that's is joyish!

But, everything still ends in imaginary part, not that i don't want to have it, how can i have it when i have to worry bout money and all? yea, sounds sux but that's reality:)

So Santa?? Drop me a turkey wing~~~

MIssing In Action

Hey yo, been missing in action for such a long time, people that i called kept on asking me why was i so busy and all, so, i guess here could use some update, :)

Well, my M.I.A surely not because of busy, i just been through the most tiring weeks for that pass two weeks. Why?

Not sure how much you all know bout Rubella? or German measles?
well apparently, i am so honoured to have it, duh~~

High fever for two days, after three days? Rubella~

T.T so sick~~

I like Germany so much that the German measles comes to me, oh well, duh~

Everyone including my mom gave the reaction when the doc said i got rubella, isn't it a woman's disease???

is that mean i am a girl?

LOL!!! NO la, its a disease that can infect both male and female, just it will be very dangerous to female especially pregnant women, heard from my mom that the baby will be cacat if the mom got rubella, o.O

well, so i got curfew to stay at home for "preventing cacat babies action", i just sleep and play, ^^v

oh and one more thing, ladies, please leave me alone because you won't want it :)

想起你

夜晚，往往有种让人忧伤的感觉。

从初一到十五，十五到初一，

月亮的阴晴圆缺，都能让人不时感慨，不时哀伤；

伤感的情绪，就那么样得环绕了四周围，

当夜，过去的回忆就像浪涛一样，

一波接一波地，浮现在脑海中……

那晚，梦见了你，
是一个甜蜜的梦，

还是一个美丽的噩梦，

我也不得而知。

我只知道，梦中的我，

笑得很甜蜜，一生中所期盼的小幸福，在梦中实现了。

为你煮晚餐，与你一起逛街，手牵手地漫步……

多么希望那是现实而不是梦，

多么想留住那一刻……

然而，人往往注定不能与梦起飞。

一觉醒来，才知道自己发了个美梦。

空虚的房间，没有依靠的睡床上，

窗外四射着刺眼的阳光，

啊，原来是个梦。

晚上，坐在床边，打开窗帘，

满月的月光，照亮了属于它的世界。

这一刻，脑子里想着，

你是否也在看着月亮？

残月的晚上，漆黑的夜晚，

只有星星的陪伴，淡淡的银光，

脑子一闪，突然觉得，

你就像那遥远的星星，

永远也不会在我的掌心……

现在的晚上，都会不自觉地想起你……

想起你的笑容，
想起你的背影，

想起与你在一起的日子……

其实自己早就料到事情的结局，

只是为什么不把唯一能看着你入睡的那一刻，

深深地烙印在自己的脑海里……

现在，脑海里只残留着那片刻的记忆，

和被你压着的手，

现在想想，也觉得很温暖……

即时当时的手，麻痹地很严重，

心里的温暖，却足以让我继续保持着那样的姿势……

想起你的夜晚，让我很想，

再回到那个夜晚，就这样，

守护在你身旁……

Eight Gate, Finally!

Finally, Eight Gate arrives!

Tomorrow is the last one already, now i felt completely holiday-mood!
(though it won't last long, next Monday gonna go for an interview already, working working, money money~)

Chemistry Paper 1, one of the papers that i long for, but its so late at the back, dun really know how my mood can affect my thinking, hopefully everything goes alright :)

Cheers~~~

Seventh Gate

Seventh Gate, kinda bored edi.. with this long period waiitng, you cant expect me to be so excited like the first day~~

duh, anyhow, its P.A paper 1, totally depends on my lucky bullets, so i'm gonna bring a whole load of luck bullets there, and put it on my sniper, to snipe all of them, wahahah~

Final Fantasy VII - Crisis Core -

Wellyea, sounds really outdated as this game is out ever since so many months before, or even 1 year already, but heck, i just finished it last week, in the interval of my Maths P2 and Bio P1. yep, still gaming during this bug show, XD!!!

So, yea, being the prequel of FF7 Original, serioulsy we all know what is going to happen to the main protagonist in Crisis Core, Zack Fair, who is going to die, T.T

Though its an inevitable fact, still sounds sad and agony when thought of the fate he is going to face with.
Poor Zack, T.T

Still, the whole story is very touching, and it indeed solves some of the confusing matters in the original one. Though some still are blurr blurr, and it needs a whole understanding of the compliation of FF7. That's hard when FF7 - Before Crisis is only availabe in Japan. duh~~

The ending of Crisis Core is very good, especiually when Zack passed the Buster Sword to Cloud, arghhh, wanna cry~~

Zack and Buster Sword

So overally, a must for FF7 fans to play it and understand it, if not, you will blurr blurr whenever a new sequel comes out, trust me.
Eg: Villian G in Dirge of Cerberus, when i asked my friend who is the main antagonist in DOC, he said G. I was like @_@, who is G? He said he also dunno, because that time Crisis Core is not out yet. So, now, when i have already played CC, G actually is Genesis, the main antagonist in C.C. But stilll i cant figure it out at first, i googled it out.

Why i google it? Because, Genesis is not dead in C.C, instaed, he get carried away by two silver hair Frist Class SOLDIER. (At first i thought its Yazoo, Kadaj or Lorz from Advent Children)

The 3 villians in A.C

But who knows? Actually is Weiss and Nero in the future DOC. LOL, can't believe right? the prequel actually links with Dirge of Cereberus, who happens so much later after the prequel. It is so fascinating when you actually exploring a series that has so much linked points!

^^v, well, if i were to write about FF7, i think i can write a whole long pages and still not finished with it, T.T

So, to conclude, FF7 is a very good game, i just hope that i can lay my hands on Before Crisis and Dirge of Cerberus soon in the future, sounds a big deam~

"Embrace your dream. If you want to be a hero, you got to have dreams and honour."

Angeal, FF7 Crisis Core

One of the quotes that play the main point in this story. And i like it pretty much, :)

So in the end, let me post a vid, who features a song that i like the most in Final Fantasy VII, its Aerith Theme :) Enjoy~

Sixth Gate, duh

Sixth Gate, Bio1, seriously, i ams o tired edi with this long term waiitng, just give it a one go la~~~~haih

going to school soon for this paper!


P/S: upcoming post include:
- Final Fantasy VII - Crisis Core -

Fifth Gate

Speak of headache, this subject is really making me sick.

haih, hate this subject, pretty much.

Fifth Gate, surely the gate that fulls of hellbounds, GBM~~~

Its Maths2!