Go Green Campaign 2011

Finally the campaign has done! phewww!~!!~~~ now only need to worry bout the post moterm, and also the continuous effort of recycling the stuffs that we collected throughout the whole sem and perhaps also start of the next semester too~

throughout the whole campaign, the only thing i can say is it is so exhausting to run a campaign without a proper budget! trust me~ this is the first time i run a campaign without a budget, yes, you heard it correctly, without BUDGET! apparently i kicked my timb. pengarah away since he was not doing anything anyway, and my stand is:" no point of sharing a glory with someone that does not even do their jobs." yes, perhaps it is a strong argument for running a campaign without a proper budget is equal to killing our own reputation for things might not be the way we want and in the end result in great loss and might loss our identity in Uni too. But me and my team always hold on to a believe in miracle that just something will happen, must happen that things can go on. so since he cant be in the same status as we were, the only thing that i can do is sack him.

as for our team, we are all very anxious for not getting the kelulusan from the HEP, but in the end we successfully obtained the kelulusan and everything went a full blast. but just went we think of everything is fine, the budget giving encounter problems, because the HEP apparently miss our forms and we miss out the chance to receive the budget before activity. Everyone get even tension as the number of boothes for the go green campaign reduces from 10 boothes to 4 boothes and i have to ask one of the boothes to open up to 3 boothes and they volunteerily opened four booths in the end, so i have a total of 8 boothes, with arrangemnt of meal for both AJKs and rep from the boothes, but i do not have the money to pay.

so we all used our own money that we can come up with our own account to support the campaign, publicity, program, food & Beverage, protocol, sponsorship, all support me very well with using their own budget. Worse come to we were force to use a ttoal of rm1k from S/U to pay for the food first in the sense of worrying that we might not even get out money back.

For the whole three days, the campaign run from poor to crowd and to smooth, am really appreciated for all of the AJKs that participate in the campaign and all the players that come to play and all the audience that make the thing work. without them the campaign will be equal to a failure. furthermore, i would like to emphasize that my S/U did a very good job in helping me along since i always tend to forgot this and that. In addition i do not forget to praise my program and protocol for giving their full commitment to the end of the campaign. Nevertheless, all ajks that help and endure the confusion within a campaign.

things just ended at 4pm just now. and all the VIPs, including dean of school and 3 timb dekan are invited for the jamuan, together with few ketua programs, it is a great experience of experiencing sitting in a same table with all high pangkat person. man, its dekan beside me and he dropped his jacket and i fetch up for him. ah~ what makes me most terrified is, the dean of school straightway found a room for us to be the storage of all the materials we collected that is to be recycled, and i thought that is it. instead, he gave me a full permission of using the room as my office of conducting future go green campaign and thus, without much problems or obstacles in the future, it would be a bless for me to become the first president of Gerakan Go Green(a temporary name which i donno how to make a WOW name). just hopefully my dean does not just simply say the words even though he already told the timb dekan to note down all the requirement of the office is going to be under the next budget. (wow). then things went even crazier than he said if we can manage to keep up the reputation next sem, the room next to us will be under me again to conduct a charity shop for recycled items reselling. (ouch) in addition, he gave me a card of direct contact to a unit korporat university person that if i am going to run an activity again, i can directly approach him and ask any kind of helps from him. frankly speaking, a gold premium card. hello, am i dreaming? i just hope that these are not just some stupid pranks play on me because i do put a lotha heart in it.

anyhow, i felt proud to sack my timb kp for he didnt do his job and now he cant share the glory. no, defintitely not him. else, now i have to cool myself down, to tackle all the reports, assignments and presentation. then this friday is a post moterm and i have to send in a proposal of renovation plan of the room and with a proper name of it. wonder what's the name eh?

p/s: practically speaking, my campaign is not really ended and it is going to run FOREVER from now on!

pp/S: ah~~ i want my own office! XD

一個很準的心理測試

一個很準的心理測試：按下面的步驟一步一步做，不要作弊，否則你的希望會落空（用３分鐘完成）發送這個留言的人說：她的願望在十分鐘內變成現實，記住：不要有欺騙行為。這個戲的結果非常有趣，注意：按順序往下讀，不能跳躍地往下讀（只要花３分鐘，值得一試）

請首先拿一枝筆和一張紙

一、首先，在一列中寫下１到１１的號碼（即１、２、３、４、５、６、７、８、９、１０、１１）

二、在號碼１和２的旁邊，寫下你所想的任意兩個數字

三、在號碼３和７的旁邊，寫下任意兩個異性的名字。（注意：不要跳躍的向下看，不要作弊哦）

四、在號碼４、５、６的旁邊，寫下朋友或親戚的名字幕（不要有欺騙行為）

五、在號碼８、９、１０、１１的旁邊，寫下４首歌的名字。

六、最後，許一個願。

after filling these up the above on a paper then skrol down^^

結果：

１. 你必須把這個遊戲告訴給（號碼２旁邊寫下的數字）個人。

２. 號碼３是你所愛的人。

３. 號碼７是你所喜歡的但不能與之相伴的人。

４. 號碼４是你最關心的人。

５. 號碼５是非常瞭解你的人。

６. 號碼６是你重要的人。

７. 號碼８的歌適合號碼３的人。

８. 號碼９的歌適合號碼７的人。

９. 號碼１０的歌最能代表你的想法。

１０. 序號１１的歌是你對生活的感受。

讀完這個結果之後，在一個小時之內轉載到2個論壇，如果照此做，了你的許願就會變成現實，否則，就會事與願違

Hectic Semester

Its been a while that i didn't update yet. Well my bad, because if i boot up my computer, either it is for assignment/reports, then it is for formal stuffs like proposal letters. Else? Hit the Youtube, watch some stack up animes or movies. Seriously, its been a while that i relax myself, wondering why am I having a situation like this?

Back track to this year, everything starts out peacefully with all the lecturers cancel classes here and there; well i used up all those free time to hit the gym, the pool or the court. Damn, miss the days i am working out, now i am like a dead fish, rotten soon. Then, right after the Chinese New Year break, hoaha, don't play play. It is a mess. Up until now it is still a mess. Count it, how many days passed? 20 days? 30 days? Let's see, it is roughly 32 days, a month plus two days. However, seriously, i don't feel like its a month only, i felt that it is like several months that i have not been sleeping well.

Assignments, reports, tutorials; everyday everynight my mind was, is and is going to just think bout those things. Man, it sucks. I mean, not "sucks". I do see the points in finishing all those things as those are the things that will help us to get through the "yuckie" final term. But imagine everyday everynight doing it, its exhausting with unlimited, indefinite and unfinished stress. Man, everynight i only spent maximum 5 hours to sleep, that is also if i don't have anything particular to do in the next day, else? 4 hours is the only time i used to meet Grandpa Chou. Man, can it be any longer?

In addition, i have this "dunno-why-i-chose" brassband section every Saturday 9am. Hello, i sleep only at 1 or 2 am in the morning of Saturday, then have to wake up again for it. Argh, its damn WEEKEND! i don't really know why but still actually i enjoy it, many mumbling will i do but i end up enjoying every moment of it because i am really learning music there; just a little fact where i don't really like the conductor and the drum unit tutor as both of them like to press on the bass unit, which is my unit. Hello, can you imagine you get "shot" in front of band while the drum tutor gives you a "what the hell, you know music or not?" look just for a nothing? Because the real wrong one is the conductor where he notified the wrong unit to start! Damn, its the woodwind unit, don't put it on my tab~! Well, other than that, everything is fine, learning music, like tuba actually, and i skipped the band camp. Reason? i am finally sick during the week for band camp.

The sickness is caused by never ending pressure and stress, from all the assignments tutorials reports and one more, MIDTERMS, that as i, self-fulfilledly told my mind, i don't want to go camping, i am tired, just let me sick and i can pass it. Then seriously at that week, i fell sick. Badly. runny nose. Sore muscles. weak body. weak mind. Man, defeated. So i skipped it. Ah, bout the midterms, this term, its sucks. I donno why but i seriously screwed up some of the subjects. One, the human communication subject. The paper is not hard, and even though there is some unfairness there as the lecturer posted the answers for the students to choose (its fill in the blank type question) in the later section, and furthermore the latter section students asked all the hitns and tops from the earlier section e.g. me? which is section 1. So, yea, bit of unfairness, but still actually all the answers required i read them, but i am suffering from all the pressure and stress that my mind actually did not register what i read, furthermore got a lab going on right before the exam. SO my mind is like a junk can. Sucks.

Oh ya, one more thing to stress me out completely. I am currently the timb. exco for my course and i am running a program with the position of Director. Man, i hate those presidents with "Problematic communication". It is either i am too unintelligent that i don't understand what they said, or they seriously got something wrong when they are trying to make out what they say. Thus, this causes MAJOR miss-communication that i loss the chance to get my budget before the start of campaign, oh it is a campaign Go Green. Thus, this made my team has to use our own budget first, furthermore, its not *seriously* approved yet, man. believe me. I HATE THIS ONE THE MOST because i get banged by the Vice Dean for asking him a sign when there is no letter of confirmation form the HEP unit. Only at that moment that i knew something wrong with the presidents words. T.T damn, i am running for all these for what?

So together with all those things, i can only end this sem with a word, SUCK. i donno other words to describe it anymore. Oh, i am the leaders of many things, lab group la, class rep la, timb exco la, timb brassband leader la, timb bendahari of MAGRA (malam anugerah dekan) la, director of campaign la, upcoming timb director of sports meet of my faculty la (Next year), somemore many are expecting me to be the MPP (majlis pembimbing pelajar). Man, i am suffocating. I am actually in mind of challenging in the Student Council of my faculty again next sem, which this time i seriously want to fight for the seat President. Yet, on second thought, what do i actually do, face, feel, and most importantly drag to my academic? Its a hell sux. Oh, did i mention Maths midterm? Yea, its an epic, FAIL. Just hope that i managed to get a pass. Luckily my group is good in doing assignment, phewww. So, should i or should i not?

Oh ya, i think i forgot to say, i ams till teaching and tutoring. And this is a major factor of tiredness too because i cant spend the free time to either sleep or revise. Haih. But too bad, my family needs my support, and furthermore i am currently trying to buy back my own house, which cost RM4xx,xxx. Hello, i dunno what is wrong but that is ALOT! Even salary of RM2K per month just not enough to get it back la~~~

So, yea, during the week of sick, i have been emoing a bit. wondering why am i actually here. Studying? Learning? don't seem to be because, hmmmmm, well its sucks here. But i do learn alot from some of the good lecturers, such as inorganic( love both lecturer and tutor!). Others, hmmm, just so so. human communication is good, just, haih my own fault. Luckily the lecturer let use to retake the midterm, else? Byebye dean list. Bio and Maths, haih, another two killers, i wonder why but i cant remember biology as well as before, Maths? the eternal bomb for me, never ending booming.

Leading? Yea, i have alot of soft skills that i think i can even share with others already. Being too much of leaders sometimes do not seem to be a good thing. Yet, i need it, i think. Because kinda enjoy it. Socialing? nah, i am socializing everyday that i kind of scare to talk, or tired to talk, cuz everyday i am facing with different kind of people, especially the week i have to go and meet this and meet that. Haih~

Friendship? Hmmmm... this is a good part, because currently my roommate sleep in my house, so, i have someone to @#%^* to if i can't hold it more. And, i kind of enjoy it. Love? Well, except for a bit of forgot about your voice, i think all that i can say is i am placing you as far as i can, and just be the statue admirer, no more, no less.

Haih, so far, just like this first la. I think i will update soon. perhaps for the campaign. Oh, that's are all my mumbling, the facts? I am doing great this week with a fresh start and a fresh thought: "I choose the way, i walk the way."